well...its hard to tell EVERYONE! it was hard enough telling you...

....i'm sorry Jordan...i know that stuff is hard...you're the ONLY one who knows about me...i haven't even told Bella yet..and i'm kinda scared..since she doesn't exactly like it...

see..? we both have secrets...

its basically the same one DORK!....*sighs*...if my parents knew...i'd be kicked out...they hate it...Jordan?..um...next youtube message...don't hate me^^"

thats not right...they shouldnt kick you out...for that... dont worry i dont hate you ^^

(....yet...)....they would if they knew..they're super religious..so can never know...or else i'm gonna be screwed..the closest family i have is in Flordia!!!!! I'm on the other side of the contry!!!!

( i mean it amber...) calm down ok...its nothing to get mad over... you cant hate yourself because of that...

(did you read the comment) have you ever read the book "Keeping You A Secret"?...its about...that..and her mom kicked her out and she lived a life of misery! The only person that wanted her was the person she liked! And the person i like-....forget that....but it could happen...that book still gives me nightmares...thats weird...i had a dream like that last night...and then you told me...woah...

(yeah...) amber...now your scaring me...i havent read that book and now im not sure if i want to...

(and you still don't hate me?)...i think you should...it gives you an insight on...well "us" basically...what we are...yeah its weird...i have dreams like that alot...like one dream there was a guy and a girl walking along and for some reason i was jelous so i confronted them...one looked like lessa...then the next day you told me you liked her...(which i am still not jelous to^^")

( amber do i need to promise? ^^" i dont hate you..) so...you think i should read that book? i dont know...if it scared YOU it will REALLY scare me...( i feel flattered again =^^=)

(yay^^)...it only scared me cause i know my parents will do the same thing..along with half of my friends....(....frick...i was going to say something..i'll just tell you on youtube..stupid promise...)

( ^^ ) oh...well who's it by...(ok..? ^^)

uh....^^" I'll tell you tomorrow! cause i don't have the book with my i borrowed from a friend..who is...that too...(....i wish you would tell them....do you think i should tell them mine?)

ok...^^ (im not sure...i mean we understand each other...i dont want you to lose any friends...)

^^" (but i feel...weird not telling them...especially since were talking about it....)

ok...if you feel like its the right thing to..do...then ok! ^^ but as for me...its going to be hard...

(i know its not easy, but i think its the right thing to do..so..i'll tell them tomorrow cause..i g2g^^) Oh! My friend just called! Okay the book is "Kepping you a secret" by:by Julie Anne Peters ^^ Hope you like the book! bye!

( ok...good luck ^^) well thanks for telling me who its by but that doesnt mean i am going to read it the very minute i leave -.- i still need the book ^^" see ya..

There's a magical word thhelp you! Its called "The library"....amazing isn't it^^"